Thank you for the comment–as hard as this was to write, it did have somewhat of a healing effect. When I was first diagnosed, one of the most helpful things was to find places like this where I could read how other people have coped over the years. Seeing their courage in talking about their lives inspired me to share my own story, and I’m glad that it helped. It’s been such a surreal experience, and I’m so grateful to be connecting with others who understand!

Thanks so much for reading it! I totally get where you’re coming from–hiding in libraries was one of my go-to strategies as a kid, and despite all the books I’ve read, I never learned to really talk about what’s going on inside (and to be honest, it wasn’t encouraged by the people around me at all!). I’m still so new to seeking help and finding good resources, and I’m continually stunned by how much I never learned to acknowledge, let alone say or write down. One of my biggest revelations is *how much* I lack in being able to describe how I feel….but I’m learning, and art therapy has been a huge help for me. Anyway….I hear you–and thank you!

Some of your experiences are similar to mine which makes me feel less alone (always a good thing).

I want you to know that you made a positive impact with at least one person – which I am grateful for.