By: Jessica Boggs

Jessica Boggs — Tue, 05 Mar 2024 04:18:29 +0000

Is there a live research study on individuals with complex trauma disorder. I have been diagnosed with it due to being raised in a very abusive home with a sociopathic father who literally destroyed the essence of my mother. I know I could help if there is a study because my memory is good and I have processed so much about my childhood with help from my counselor, now psychiatrist. How can I help? My 2 brothers also have complex trauma but have been unwilling to get help. One had blocked our much of his childhood. While I still have much of my childhood in my memory, I would like to share it for a case study. To help others. i had very minimal help coming out of the violent, chaotic lifestyle my dad created. dozens, if not a hundred or mote inner city Memphis black young girls were molested by my dad. easily. i have contact with a few. i remember so very much. i am certain he has killed a young girls dad to get him out of his way. i believe he tried numerous ways to kill my mom and get her out of his way. i was his favorite im the family, but i was abused as well. in every way. i am white. my best of friends in late 70’s early 80’s came from the Memphis projects. the mommas there took real good care of not knowing i was my dad’s tool to get to theit daughters. i didn’t even know myself. l had a lotvof brainwashing. i can see clearly now. i actually initiated the take down of my dad. it was horrible, but we stayed strong.

is there a study thar my experiences can help change the way the world responds to broken children?

my complex trauma is bad. it is mostly inward. i do not hurt other people or animals. i don’t hurt myself physically (unknowingly) buy more mentally.

i would love my story to be used to help gather and provide mote research and tools.

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By: Jessica Boggs