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Developmental Trauma Pt 2: When Survival is a Way of Life

Rebekah Brown — Thu, 30 Apr 2026 10:00:00 +0000

How the Nervous System Adapts to Ongoing Fear

In the first article, we explored what developmental trauma is — not a single event, but an environment of ongoing fear that shapes a child’s nervous system over time. Understanding this raises an important and haunting question:

If developmental trauma is formed in childhood, why do its effects continue long after the danger has passed?

The answer does not lie in weakness or personality, but in adaptation.

To understand developmental trauma, we must grasp a simple yet profound truth: the nervous system’s primary job is survival.

It is not concerned with happiness, success, or even emotional comfort. It asks only one question, over and over again:

Am I safe?

And when safety is absent, it asks a second:

What must I do to stay alive here?

When Children Cannot Escape

A child cannot leave the home.
A child cannot overpower a parent.
A child cannot fully understand what is happening or why.
And perhaps most importantly, a child cannot stop needing attachment.

Even when caregivers are frightening or unpredictable, the child’s survival depends on maintaining a connection with them. The nervous system, therefore, faces an impossible task: remain attached to the very people who feel dangerous.

Because fight-or-flight is not a viable option, the body turns to other strategies.

It adapts.

Not consciously. Not deliberately. But biologically.

The child’s nervous system begins organizing itself around survival rather than safety.

Survival Wiring

When fear is occasional, the nervous system activates and then returns to a state of rest. But when fear is constant, survival becomes the baseline.

Being Hunted

As a small child, the back of my uncle’s pick-up truck was filled with odd and interesting things. While the adults were occupied elsewhere, I crawled up to investigate. Falling against the edge of an aluminum pipe, I cut my forehead and began to bleed.

Panic.

I raced to the kitchen, grabbed a towel, and hid behind the living room door. The towel became drenched in blood. When I was eventually discovered, the doctor in the emergency room said it had been too long for stitches. He did something called a butterfly bandage.

Most children would have immediately run to a parent for help. Not so with me. My parents were the source of danger and the last place I would have gone. I was the problem, and even at that young age, I knew I would be blamed for the accident. Living in my home was like being hunted, and hiding was my only option. I spent a lot of time disappearing. Unfortunately, it was never enough.

When a child grows up in such an atmosphere, survival responses stop feeling temporary. They become normal.

The child learns to scan constantly for emotional weather shifts.
To anticipate moods before words are spoken.
To become small, quiet, helpful, or invisible.
To manage the emotions of others in order to prevent escalation.

These responses are often misunderstood later in life as personality traits:

hypervigilance
people-pleasing
perfectionism
emotional numbing
freeze or shutdown
difficulty resting
chronic guilt or self-blame

These are not flaws. They are survival solutions. Each behavior served a purpose.

Hypervigilance — predicts danger before it arrives.
Compliance — reduces conflict.
Perfectionism— attempts to secure safety through approval.
Emotional numbing— protects from overwhelm.
Freeze— minimizes attention when escape is impossible.

The nervous system was not malfunctioning. It was learning.

Survival Wiring vs. Safety Wiring

Children raised in safe environments develop differently — not because they are stronger, but because their nervous systems receive a different message.

Safety wiring allows for curiosity, play, exploration, and rest. Mistakes do not threaten connection. Emotions are regulated rather than escalated.

But in developmental trauma, the nervous system grows around vigilance instead of ease.

Where safety wiring says, the world is predictable, survival wiring says, stay ready.

Where safety wiring allows rest, survival wiring maintains alertness.

Where safety wiring encourages self-expression, survival wiring prioritizes protection.

These are adaptations to different environments, not differences in strength or character. The child’s body simply learns the rules required to survive the world it was given.

Symptoms as Safety Valves

Trauma researcher Peter Levine describes many trauma symptoms as attempts by the nervous system to regulate overwhelming emotions. What later appears dysfunctional often began as a form of protection.

In developmental trauma, these adaptations were not responses to a single overwhelming moment but to thousands of smaller moments that never fully resolved. The nervous system held onto survival energy because it never received the signal that danger had ended.

What we later call anxiety, dissociation, or emotional dysregulation can be understood differently:

not as pathology,
But as unfinished protection.

The body continued using the strategies that once worked because, for a long time, they were necessary.

The Cost of Adaptation

The tragedy of developmental trauma is not that the child adapted. Adaptation is what made survival possible. The difficulty comes later, when the environment changes, but the nervous system does not yet know it is safe.

What the child learned in chronic fear continues for the rest of their life unless intervention through therapy, self-awareness, or self-discovery takes place. The tentacles of developmental trauma impact every aspect of life. Self-perception, emotions, stress, and relationships, to name just a few. There is not one area of life left untouched.

Adults who survive developmental trauma may find themselves unable to relax even when life is stable. Calm feels unfamiliar. Kindness feels suspicious. Rest produces anxiety instead of relief.

Joy itself can feel unsafe.

These reactions are confusing until we understand their origin. The nervous system learned vigilance because vigilance once meant survival.

Nothing About You Was Random

The question shifts from:

What is wrong with me?

What did my nervous system have to do to keep me alive?

Seen this way, many lifelong struggles begin to make sense.

Your responses were not signs of damage. They were evidence of intelligence under impossible conditions.

The nervous system did not fail you. It protected you in the only ways it could.

Healing does not begin by fighting those adaptations, but by gently teaching the body something new — that survival is no longer the only option.

Safety (slowly and patiently) can become normal, too.

Defying trauma and embracing joy is a process, and every step forward, no matter how small, is a victory.

Next in the series:
“The Invisible Messages We Absorbed: The Inner World of Developmental Trauma

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Rebekah Brown, a native of the south, now resides in the Great American West. Surviving a complicated and abusive family system makes her unique writing style insightful as well as uplifting. Rebekah is the proud mother of two and grandmother of four.

Letter of Encouragement

Jeanne Jess — Wed, 29 Apr 2026 10:00:00 +0000

Dear One,

You’ve walked through storms that tested every part of you, and you stood back up, with courage in your heart.

PTSD may have shaped part of your story, but it does not define who you are. You are still whole, still capable, and your light and strength are still in your heart — they have only been waiting for you to see them again.

On this path of recovery, there will be moments of grief, anger, and pain. Let’s not push these feelings away or keep them bottled up. At such times, it helps to sit together, speak with compassion, and support one another.

Despite the past, I want you to believe in yourself. The strength that carried you through the darkness is the same strength that can now guide you toward healing. You have the power to begin anew, to rebuild your life piece by piece into something peaceful, meaningful, and filled with joy.

There is no rush, healing moves at the pace of kindness. Just breathe. Take one small step, then another. Trust that each moment of courage counts, and every gentle choice you make for yourself is a quiet victory.

Leave the pain where it belongs, in yesterday. Open your heart to the possibility that tomorrow can feel lighter. You deserve happiness, love, and a life that feels like home.

You’ve survived the hardest parts already. Now, it’s time to live again: freely, bravely, and filled with hope. The future is yours to create, and it can be beautiful beyond measure.

You are now becoming whole in new and beautiful ways. Gently step into your own light, and trust that every day holds a chance for renewal. You deserve peace. You deserve love. You deserve the good life you’ve always dreamed of: because it’s still waiting for you.

I want you to know that I understand because I’ve walked that path too. You’re not alone in this journey. If you ever need someone to talk to, a voice that listens and truly believes in your courage — I’m here. Always.

With Love and Light,
Jeanne💗

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Having navigated trauma and its long-term effects myself, I understand how non-linear, layered, and deeply personal recovery can be. Every article here is written by me from the heart, based entirely on my own lived experiences and personal journey. The goal of my writing is to encourage all those who, like me, are living with a lifelong medical diagnosis, and everyone navigating difficult times in their lives. May my texts bring you comfort and encouragement. My website: https://www.janehealingangels.com/

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The Labyrinth of Healing: What Complex Trauma Taught Me About Becoming Whole (Part 2)

Lorraine Kane — Tue, 21 Apr 2026 10:00:00 +0000

The Paradox of Post-Traumatic Growth

If you haven’t read Part I of this article, you can read it here.

I used to resist the language of post-traumatic growth. It felt like another demand—another way my healing was being measured and found wanting. How could I talk about growth when I still had days when getting out of bed felt like climbing a mountain?

But over time, I came to understand that post-traumatic growth is not the absence of pain. It is not a state of permanent transcendence. It is the slow, unglamorous process of becoming more yourself through the very things that tried to unmake you.

For me, that growth has looked like:

Deeper compassion: I cannot look at another person’s suffering without recognizing something of my own journey in theirs. The judgment I once carried has been replaced by a tenderness I did not know I was capable of.

Greater authenticity: When you have lost everything you thought defined you, you learn what is actually essential. I no longer have energy for pretense. I show up as I am—broken, healing, still becoming.

A more grounded spirituality: My faith was shattered by my trauma, and then painstakingly reassembled into something more honest. I no longer believe in a God who prevents suffering. I believe in a God who stays.

What I Wish Someone Had Told Me

If I could go back and speak to the woman I was in those early years of recovery, here is what I would say:

You are not failing. The timeline you imagined is a fiction. Healing does not look like what you think it looks like. It is slower, messier, less linear. There will be days when you feel like you have made no progress at all. And then there will be moments—small, almost invisible—when you realize you can breathe a little deeper, trust a little more, rest a little easier.

Those moments are not the destination. They are the path.

The labyrinth of complex trauma does not have an exit. It has a center—a place of deeper knowing, of hard-won wisdom, of a self that has been forged in fire rather than formed in comfort. You will reach that center not by escaping the labyrinth, but by learning to walk it with more awareness, more compassion, more acceptance of the twists and turns.

You are still here. Your body is still here. That is not failure. That is everything.

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Lorraine Kane is a writer, speaker, and trauma survivor whose life was irrevocably transformed at twenty-six by a catastrophic car accident and a profound near-death experience. For over three decades, she has navigated the complex, nonlinear landscape of healing—learning to walk again, mothering young children through her own brokenness, and slowly discovering that recovery is not about returning to who she was, but about becoming someone new.

Her memoir, A Gift in the Wreckage: A True Near-Death Experience Memoir, traces this thirty-year journey through physical rehabilitation, survivor’s guilt, spiritual crisis, and the gradual emergence of post-traumatic growth. The book has been praised for its raw honesty and its refusal to offer easy answers, instead companioning readers through the messy, sacred work of integration.

Lorraine’s writing explores the intersection of trauma, faith, and embodied recovery—how our deepest wounds live not only in our minds but in our bodies, and how true healing requires us to listen to both. She is the founder of RiverView Wellness, where she companions others navigating their own seasons of suffering and spiritual reconstruction.

She lives with her family and continues to learn, daily, that becoming whole is not a destination to be reached but an ongoing practice—a return, again and again, to the grace that meets us in the wreckage.

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Stuck Points in Healing from Complex Trauma

Steve Rothwell — Thu, 16 Apr 2026 10:00:00 +0000

Whether you are struggling to contain painful rumination, finding it difficult to cope in the present, or feeling apprehensive about the future, there is a good chance that stuck points are influencing your experience.

Stuck points are rigid, distressing thoughts and beliefs that feel immovable. They often develop as the mind’s attempt to make sense of overwhelming or unresolved trauma. Over time, they can begin to feel like facts, rather than interpretations.

There are, however, ways to better understand, create distance from, and gradually loosen the grip of stuck points. The aim is not forced positivity or denial of pain, but relief through clearer understanding.

Before continuing, it is important to state that nothing here is intended to minimize the scale of your hurt. Trauma pain is real, valid, and deeply personal. Care and sensitivity must remain central. These ideas are offered not as corrections, but as tools.

Stickiness Reflects Hurt

One useful starting point is recognising that the “stickiness” of a stuck point often reflects the magnitude of the hurt that shaped it.

The more severe or enduring the psychological injury, the more rigid the associated belief system may become. This rigidity is not a personal failing; it is the mind’s protective architecture at work.

Viewing stuck points through this lens can provide an aerial perspective. Rather than experiencing the thought as an absolute truth, it becomes possible to see it as an adaptive response to pain. For individuals who respond well to logical framing, this shift alone can create a surprising sense of psychological space.

Hurt Versus Belief

A second critical distinction involves separating two experiences that often become fused:

The hurt itself
The belief that the hurt can never lessen

Pain and permanence frequently become psychologically entangled. The intensity of distress can generate the convincing impression that relief is impossible.

Recognising that hurt and belief are not the same process is foundational. While pain is an emotional and physiological experience, beliefs are interpretations constructed by the mind. Interpretations, unlike injuries, can be examined.

The belief in permanence can be articulated, observed, questioned, and tested. This does not instantly dissolve distress, but it introduces something vital: variability. Where variability exists, movement becomes possible.

Internal Exemptions

Many trauma survivors unknowingly reinforce stuck points through what might be called exemption thinking.

This often appears as quiet assumptions such as:

“My pain is different.”
• “My situation is worse.”
• “Others may recover, but I cannot.”
• “No one could understand this.”

These thoughts are rarely defensive in intention. They are protective conclusions drawn from lived experience, yet they function to place suffering outside the reach of change.

When an internal exemption is recognized as a learned construct rather than an objective truth, its authority can begin to soften. Repeated observation and gentle examination weaken the automatic link between distress and inevitability.

The shift may feel modest, but psychologically it represents genuine progress.

Timelines of Stuck Points

Stuck points seldom exist in isolation. They often cluster across a person’s life narrative, for example:

Mourning for who one could have been (without early life trauma)
• “Rose-colored” beliefs about life before the trauma
• Interpretations of the trauma itself
• A sense of lost or altered time
• Present-day threat perceptions
• Future-oriented fears

These timeline-based stuck points can operate simultaneously, producing a compounding effect. Thoughts emerge, trigger distress, fade, and recur in familiar loops.

Few people consciously map these patterns. As a result, the collective impact can feel chaotic and overwhelming.

Timeline mapping introduces structure. When stuck points are externalized and located along a life narrative, they become observable rather than diffuse. This process often produces an initial sense of relief simply through organization.

More importantly, it allows for examination. Patterns, themes, and shared assumptions become visible. Re-framing can then occur at the level of interpretation, rather than emotion.

A Different Relationship With Thoughts

Ultimately, overcoming stuck points is rarely about eliminating thoughts–it is about changing one’s relationship with them.

Stuck points lose power not when they are suppressed, but when they are seen clearly. Observed thoughts become experiences rather than commands. Beliefs become hypotheses rather than certainties.

This is a gradual process. Relief often arrives in increments, rather than breakthroughs. Small moments of cognitive flexibility accumulate into meaningful change.

Progress may look like:

Noticing a thought without immediately believing it
• Recognizing an exemption pattern in real time
• Identifying variability where once there was certainty
• Experiencing distress without assuming permanence

These shifts can feel subtle, yet they represent profound psychological movement.

Conclusion: Movement Before Relief

One of the most misleading aspects of trauma recovery is the expectation that relief must come before movement.

In reality, movement usually precedes relief.

The early signs of change are often cognitive rather than emotional. A thought feels slightly less absolute. A belief becomes slightly more negotiable. A reaction feels marginally less automatic.

These are not minor developments. They are indicators that psychological flexibility is returning.

Healing rarely involves disproving pain. It involves loosening the conclusions that pain once demanded.

Stuck points are persuasive because they were formed under conditions where rigidity was necessary. Their persistence reflects history, not destiny.

Relief does not emerge from force, argument, or denial. It emerges from repeated moments of recognition, observation, and gentle revision.

Not sudden transformation, but steady, cumulative movement.

And movement, however small it may appear, is never trivial.

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Citations:

Stuck Points / Rigid Trauma Beliefs

The article’s description of stuck points directly corresponds with Cognitive Processing Therapy (CPT).

Key Source

Resick, P. A., Monson, C. M., & Chard, K. M. (2017).
Cognitive Processing Therapy for PTSD: A Comprehensive Manual. Guilford Press.

CPT formally defines stuck points as maladaptive beliefs that interfere with recovery, particularly around safety, trust, power/control, esteem, and intimacy.

Supporting Theory

Ehlers, A., & Clark, D. M. (2000).
A cognitive model of posttraumatic stress disorder. Behaviour Research and Therapy, 38(4), 319-345.

This model explains how persistent PTSD symptoms are maintained by negative appraisals of the trauma and its consequences, which is conceptually identical to stuck thinking.

“Stickiness Reflects Hurt” / Rigidity as Protection

The idea that rigidity scales with psychological injury is strongly supported by trauma and schema research.

Foundational Work

Janoff-Bulman, R. (1992).
Shattered Assumptions: Towards a New Psychology of Trauma. Free Press.

Trauma disrupts core beliefs about safety, predictability, and self-worth. The mind compensates by forming rigid meaning structures.

Neurocognitive Support

Brewin, C. R. (2001).
A cognitive neuroscience account of posttraumatic stress disorder. Behaviour Research and Therapy, 39(4), 373-393.

Brewin’s dual representation theory explains why trauma memories and beliefs become highly persistent and emotionally charged.

Clinical Framing

Foa, E. B., Hembree, E., & Rothbaum, B. O. (2007).
Prolonged Exposure Therapy for PTSD. Oxford University Press.

Emphasises that avoidance and cognitive rigidity function as learned survival responses, not pathology.

Hurt vs Belief / Pain vs Interpretation

This distinction maps onto core cognitive therapy principles.

Classic Cognitive Model

Beck, A. T. (1976).
Cognitive Therapy and the Emotional Disorders. International Universities Press.

Beck differentiates between automatic thoughts and emotional reactions, showing beliefs are modifiable even when distress is intense.

PTSD-Specific Support

Ehlers & Clark (2000)

Persistent distress is maintained not by the trauma itself, but by appraisals and interpretations.

Exemption Thinking / “Mine Is Different”

This concept aligns strongly with cognitive distortions, schema maintenance, and cognitive fusion (ACT).

ACT / Cognitive Fusion

Hayes, S. C., Strosahl, K., & Wilson, K. G. (1999).
Acceptance and Commitment Therapy. Guilford Press.

Cognitive fusion describes the process where thoughts are experienced as literal truths rather than mental events.

Schema Rigidity

Young, J. E., Klosko, J. S., & Weishaar, M. E. (2003).
Schema Therapy: A Practitioner’s Guide. Guilford Press.

Schemas persist through self-reinforcing interpretations such as perceived uniqueness of suffering.

PTSD Belief Maintenance

Resick et al. (2017)

CPT explicitly identifies beliefs like:

“I am permanently damaged”
• “No one can understand”
• “The world is completely unsafe”

Rumination / Thought Loops

The discussion of looping thoughts is strongly supported.

Major Authority

Nolen-Hoeksema, S. (2000).
The role of rumination in depressive and anxiety disorders. Journal of Abnormal Psychology, 109(3), 504-511.

Rumination intensifies and prolongs distress by repeatedly activating negative belief networks.

PTSD-Specific Research

Michael, T., Halligan, S. L., Clark, D. M., & Ehlers, A. (2007).
Rumination in PTSD. Behaviour Research and Therapy, 45(11), 2683-2692.

Rumination maintains PTSD symptoms by reinforcing maladaptive appraisals.

Timeline Effects / Compounding Stuck Points

This aligns with narrative identity and trauma memory integration research.

Narrative & Trauma Memory

Schauer, M., Neuner, F., & Elbert, T. (2011).
Narrative Exposure Therapy. Hogrefe Publishing.

NET explicitly uses lifeline / timeline mapping to organise traumatic memories and beliefs.

Autobiographical Memory Disruption

Rubin, D. C., Berntsen, D., & Bohni, M. K. (2008).
A memory-based model of PTSD. Psychological Review, 115(4), 985-1011.

PTSD involves disturbances in autobiographical memory coherence across time.

Identity & Trauma

McAdams, D. P. (2001).
The psychology of life stories. Review of General Psychology, 5(2), 100-122.

Trauma reorganises identity narratives and future projections.

Reframing & Cognitive Flexibility

The emphasis on gradual loosening is very consistent with modern therapy models.

Cognitive Change Mechanisms

Resick et al. (2017)

Recovery occurs through modification of maladaptive beliefs, not emotional suppression.

Psychological Flexibility (ACT)

Hayes, S. C., Luoma, J. B., Bond, F. W., Masuda, A., & Lillis, J. (2006).
Acceptance and Commitment Therapy: Model, processes and outcomes. Behaviour Research and Therapy, 44(1), 1-25.

Psychological flexibility predicts improved outcomes across disorders.

Neuroplasticity & Therapy

Kolb, B., & Gibb, R. (2011).
Brain plasticity and behaviour. Annual Review of Psychology, 62, 113-136.

Therapeutic change corresponds with measurable neural adaptation.

Steve Rothwell

Stephen Rothwell is a counselor with lived experience of CPTSD, as well as OCD, ASD, and ADHD. He developed CPTSD during imprisonment and, in the absence of any meaningful support or trauma-informed resources, undertook his own rigorous study of trauma and recovery.

Through this work, Stephen identified what he terms “stuck points”: rigid, distressing beliefs that feel immovable and absolute. He observed that these are often the mind’s default response to trauma that has overwhelmed a person’s capacity to cope.

Stephen went on to develop practical methods to separate emotional injury from the belief that healing is impossible. From this, he created a CPTSD recovery program, ‘Breaking Free From Stuck Points’ – initially tailored for people with prison experience and later refined into a broadly applicable framework.

Today, Stephen’s counseling and writing work support people internationally to resolve trauma-driven stuck points, reduce psychological pain, and rebuild a realistic sense of hope for the future.

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When “Calm Down” is Contempt

Dr. Mozelle Martin — Wed, 15 Apr 2026 10:00:00 +0000

In my first mental health job in the early 1990s, I learned a rule that still holds under pressure. Never tell an upset client to “calm down.” It backfires. The person does not feel heard, seen, or validated. They feel managed. The phrase sounds helpful to the one saying it, but lands like a warning to the upset individual. In trauma-affected bodies, a nervous system already scanning for control reads the words as a status move rather than care, so arousal rises and thinking narrows. You may get short-term quiet. You also buy long-term fallout. People comply in the moment, then avoid, shut down, or explode later.

De-escalation respects physiology before it attempts logic. Stress moves through a brief sequence: something triggers, the mind assigns meaning, the autonomic system shifts, and behavior follows. That appraisal window is the only real chance to change course.

If you offer a concrete option the person can use, arousal softens.
If you judge the emotion and demand composure, arousal climbs.

Kitchens, clinics, classrooms, and squad rooms follow the same pattern because biology does not bend to titles.

Tone policing is often sold as coaching. In practice, it rewards packaging over truth and asks the person with less power to present pain in a way that comforts the person with more power. That may calm a meeting for ten minutes and poison the relationship for ten months. Survivors learn to edit for safety. They stop reporting until the situation reaches a clinic, a courtroom, or a crisis team.

There is a clean difference between soothing and silencing. Soothing reduces demand on the nervous system by changing something real in the environment. Silencing insists on compliance while everything else stays the same.

Children feel the difference before they can explain it.
Adults who have lived through coercion feel it at the first word.
Employees hear it when performance talks are about tone more than work.

Language that works is short, specific, and time-bound. It pairs a behavior with an escape from the moment.

In homes where trauma sits in the air, “calm down” usually appears when fear spikes.

A parent wants quiet.
A partner wants the argument to end before someone leaves.

Softer words are not enough. Clean asks, are.

If you need quiet, say, “I need quiet for fifteen minutes.” If you need space, say, “I am stepping out and will return at 7:30.” If you need a boundary, state it once, repeat it once, then hold it. Direct requests reduce humiliation and stop the chain of second fights that ride behind the first.

Care practices should target the body as much as the story. A survivor will not settle because someone says “relax.” They settle when doors stay unlocked, plans are kept, and consequences match behavior. That rhythm lowers limbic alarm and shortens recovery time. Pair that with simple regulation skills: slow nasal breathing, brief movement, water, light, and a shift to a quieter space. Skills beat speeches.

Clinicians and peer supporters can improve outcomes with three habits.

Speak to function more than labels. “When meetings go past six, your body moves into defense, and you stop hearing offers.”
Give one action at a time and wait. Brains under stress need more time to process than any of us want to admit.
Protect dignity while you set limits. People can accept boundaries when they do not feel shamed in front of others.

For survivors, here is a field kit you can use without permission from anyone.

Decide on two sentences you will say when your own arousal spikes.
Write them down and practice them cold.
Schedule your hardest conversations earlier in the day, not after your energy drops.
Anchor every argument to one decision and one time box.
If you are facing someone who uses tone as a weapon, switch to written communication, where you can slow the cadence and keep a record.
Protect your body with routine sleep, food, movement, and light. Restoration is not a reward for good behavior. It is fuel for better judgment.

The line between safety and control runs through language and follow-through. “Calm down” tries to take control without adding safety. Replace it with behavior that actually lowers load and words that do not humiliate. Rooms get safer when people feel steady enough to think, and lives get more livable when promises are realistic enough to be kept.

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Dr. Mozelle Martin

Dr. Mozelle Martin is a retired trauma therapist and former Clinical Director of a trauma center, with extensive experience in forensic psychology, criminology, and applied ethics. A survivor of childhood and young adulthood trauma, Dr. Martin has dedicated decades to understanding the psychological and ethical complexities of trauma, crime, and accountability. Her career began as a volunteer in a women’s domestic violence shelter, then as a SA hospital advocate, later becoming a Crisis Therapist working alongside law enforcement on the streets of Phoenix. She went on to earn an AS in Psychology, a BS in Forensic Psychology, an MA in Criminology, and a PhD in Applied Ethics, ultimately working extensively in forensic mental health—providing psychological assessments, intervention, and rehabilitative support with inmates and in the community. A published author and lifelong student of life, she continues to explore the relationship and crossovers of forensic science, mental health, and ethical accountability in both historical and modern contexts.

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When Being “Good” Hurts: The Doormat Syndrome

Jeanne Jess — Mon, 13 Apr 2026 10:00:00 +0000

Setting Boundaries and Protecting Your Peace of Mind:

Yes, because of my CPTSD, I was a people-pleaser. This was like a survival-mode I learned as a child. And that doormat syndrome was often painful for me, for many years. Until one day, I had had enough and decided to change. Here is what I learned:

Studies show that people-pleasing significantly increases the risk of burnout. People-pleasers are especially susceptible because their difficulty setting boundaries and their desire to be loved by everyone directly lead to chronic stress and emotional exhaustion.

Maybe you’re an empath, and perhaps you’ve often heard, “Oh, you’re so kind.” Many of us were raised to be good girls or good boys to earn our parents’ approval and affection. Nothing is more traumatic for a child than losing that parental love.

Children who experience love withdrawal when they make a mistake naturally become people-pleasers. What many don’t realize is that these patterns often lead to depression and chronic burnout later in life.

Being taught to be a good girl or boy as children turns people-pleasing into a learned, but deeply painful emotional pattern. At home, in church, and at school, the message was the same: we had to be kind and nice. Otherwise, we wouldn’t be loved and might even be rejected by our entire social circle, triggering primal survival fears in young hearts.

The roots of that chronic fear of rejection run deep and are triggered in every area of life, both private and professional. Naturally, we always do more than we’re asked to do, driven by that OCD-like need to keep everyone around us happy. This is where burnout and depression gently take root, growing over time when our efforts remain unreciprocated.

Yes, people will love you as long as you serve them in one way or another. The people-pleaser is often the best student, the most perfect secretary, the kindest boss, and, of course, the ideal parent. People like you because you’re always the first to help others.

But one day, the sky becomes clouded. You notice that weird feeling in the background and realize that people may be abusing your kindness: they aren’t there for you when you need them and don’t appreciate all your efforts. Often, we respond by working harder, trying harder, and performing better until we find ourselves in the doctor’s office, exhausted and perhaps diagnosed with depression.

There is a lasting impact of early approval‐seeking.

When you grow up trained to be a people-pleaser, it often looks on the outside as if everyone likes you; but they stop liking you as soon as you learn to say, “Sorry, no. I can’t help this time.” The more you establish healthy boundaries, the more they criticize you, accusing you of selfishness.

When a people-pleaser awakens and starts setting boundaries, their children often rebel because their parent suddenly says “no” as part of a healthy upbringing. Coworkers begin to gossip because they can no longer exploit your kindness and must handle their own tasks. Employees in your team, too, have to learn to respect their boss in earnest.

And, of course, all the groups that once welcomed you (as a volunteer, donor, or committee member) will let you go as soon as you stop paying with your time or money. They never truly cared about you, only about the resources they could extract.

Maybe, those so-called best friends, or even family members, will tell you that you’ve disappointed them lately, because as a people-pleaser you were their favorite trash bin for emotional issues. But since you learned to say “no” and you’re no longer as available as before, of course, they’re disappointed: they can’t use you for their narcissistic intentions anymore.

Now, another important point: as people-pleasers, we were often trained to forgive and taught that we should always remain kind and nice to those who hurt us. In many situations, this pattern is deeply harmful. It’s one of the main reasons so many of us end up feeling exhausted, depleted and depressed

Depending on the situation, yes, we may forgive, but we don’t have to stay in contact.

If you keep seeing toxic, negative, critical narcissists and other manipulative people, you’ll never move forward or reach your goals in life. If you feel worse after every conversation, that’s a clear sign it may be better to move on.

Like my grandfather used to say, “It is often wiser to spend a season in your own gentle company than to remain surrounded by those who do not truly see, honor, or respect your sacred light. When you lovingly release connections that no longer feel aligned, you create beautiful, open space for the Divine Universe to bring in people who genuinely cherish you.”

It’s wonderful to be kind and helpful – so long as it’s mutual and the appreciation is genuine, valuing you as a person rather than your performance. You are not a doormat or a trash bin for other people’s unresolved issues, jealousies, laziness, or frustrations. There is great relief on the other side of healthy boundaries, and sometimes going no-contact is simply the healthiest way to protect your peace of mind.

Warning signs you’re a doormat for others include chronic exhaustion and resentment, guilt when you say “no,” and feeling used or unappreciated. And the cost of continuing to “be good” often shows up as burnout, depression, and loss of identity, along with relationship imbalances at home and work.

It’s better to be alone for a short time than to stay with people who have no honest respect for you, who belittle, judge, and criticize you just to keep you pleasing them. When you let go of the wrong people, you create space for the divine universe to bring better people into your life.

The good news is that you can build a healthier tribe: because you deserve people who truly support you, respect your boundaries, and uplift your self-worth.

If this message resonates and you need help with a similar situation, feel free to reach out.
With warm regards,
Jeanne
💗

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Jeanne Jess

www.janehealingangels.com/

“The Channel is Right but the Volume is Too High”: Understanding Emotional Triggers

Sophia Rehmus — Thu, 09 Apr 2026 10:00:00 +0000

In a scene from one of my favorite films, The Iron Giant, a boy named Hogarth plays in a junk yard with his new friend, a giant metal man fallen from space. In the midst of their game, Hogarth pulls out a toy gun and aims it at the giant. Instantly, and without his control, the giant’s vision narrows and goes red, and from his eyes he blasts a laser beam that misses Hogarth by mere inches, searing a hole in the ground below. Witnessing this, Hogarth’s friend and mentor, Dean, intervenes to protect Hogarth and sends the giant away. He only later realizes that the giant’s behavior was defensive, that he had “reacted to the gun.”[1]

I always think of this scene when I’m emotionally triggered. For me, it’s an accurate metaphor for how it feels to become hyperactivated in response to a perceived threat. It is very easy to interpret what’s really in front of you (toy gun) as something far more threatening (real gun), and react more violently than the situation requires. The scene further represents to me how those reactions can have consequences, particularly in our intimate relationships.

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In recent decades, the term trigger has been co-opted by popular culture to mean any type of strong feeling in the face of an uncomfortable or unpleasant experience.[2] Social media accounts use it for example to mock “woke” people who get offended, and educational “trigger warnings” promise to protect us from potentially disturbing content.

Yet these mainstream uses of the term fail to capture its original meaning, and don’t necessarily cater to the needs of those most prone to feeling triggered: survivors of serious trauma.[3]

As therapists Sue Marriot and Ann Kelley describe, being emotionally triggered occurs when an implicit traumatic memory from our past “flood[s] [us] with a feeling that doesn’t make sense in the present.”[4] This “memory” is not experienced as such, but rather as a sudden physiological experience of acute emotional distress.

While we may be on the right track about what’s actually happening to us (something uncomfortable is most likely taking place), our sympathetic nervous system feels that discomfort at a disproportionate level to the current situation.[5]

To quote Marriot and Kelley, “the channel is right, but the volume is too high.”[6]

Doctor Ramani, an author and clinical psychologist, describes the experience of being triggered using a slightly different metaphor. She explains that when we encounter a situation that evokes our original trauma, we may feel “plucked’ like a guitar string.”[7] Once plucked, that guitar string continues to vibrate long after the threat has passed. As a result, survivors of trauma who are triggered may appear to the outside world as though they are overreacting or having a hard time “getting over it.”

The truth is it simply takes time for that vibration–originating from deep, nervous system-held emotional wounds–to come to an end.[8]

The experience of being triggered or plucked becomes uniquely complicated in response to relational trauma. While episodic traumas–a serious accident or natural disaster, for instance–are also extraordinarily painful, the source of the triggers associated are usually a bit easier to demarcate, such as a particular location, activity, or time of year.[9] Relational traumas, by contrast, can be more nuanced and less clear, making it harder to anticipate potentially triggering events.[10]

Additionally, the intense reactions that result from relational triggers get played out in relationship, meaning that survivors may misattribute the source of their distress to the very people with whom they desire safety and closeness. What’s seen as an overreaction to the non-triggered person then leaves the survivor feeling alone and ashamed, unable to communicate the depth and significance of their experience.[11]

It is essential to understand, however, that emotional triggers do not only stem from “negative” experiences. Survivors of relational abuse may feel triggered by “positive” interactions with an intimate partner because they mimic the love bombing and honeymoon stages in their previous toxic relationships.

Therapist Nadine Macaluso, in her book Run Like Hell, explains how our nervous systems become addicted to the cycle of abuse: “Because of the ongoing manipulative love tactics, your nervous system becomes ungrounded. Love-bombing is so extreme that it creates a flood of the feel-good neurotransmitter dopamine in the brain…the same neurotransmitter that…drives the addictive cycle of cocaine.”[12]

Psychotherapist William Brennan in turn explains that survivors may find positive moments therefore “traumatic to experience because of fear and powerlessness…the fear of relapse, craving, difficulty in error monitoring, [and] longing.”[13] In other words, the entire abuse cycle–love bombing, devaluation, and discarding–becomes triggering to the survivor in the aftermath of the relationship.

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The good news for survivors of trauma is that, with therapy, mindfulness, self-care, and other forms of healing, the pluck becomes smaller, the string tighter, and the vibration shorter.[14] Like the giant, we may still have moments that take us out of ourselves, but we can begin to build the tools of self-awareness and self-regulation that makes repair possible.

Our nervous systems, so easily wired for threat, can thankfully be re-wired to incorporate feelings of safety and connection.

As Hogarth reminds the giant at the end of the film, “You are what you choose to be.”[15] No matter how reactive or powerless our emotional triggers make us feel, we indeed have a choice in how we respond to our trauma. And in fact, with intention, care, and support, the learning that comes from trauma can even become our superpower.

[1] Bird, Brad, director. The Iron Giant. Warner Bros., 1999.

[2] “Understanding Emotional Triggers – Why Your Buttons Get Pushed and What To Do About It.” Therapists Uncensored, episode TU08, 28 Sept. 2016.

[3] Jones, Payton J., et al. “Helping or harming? the effect of trigger warnings on individuals with trauma histories.” Clinical Psychological Science, vol. 8, no. 5, 1 June 2020.

[4] Ibid.

[5] Doctor Ramani. Why You Should STOP Saying the Narcissist TRIGGERED You… 20 Feb. 2023.

[6] “Understanding Emotional Triggers.” Therapists Uncensored.

[7] Doctor Ramani. Why You Should STOP Saying the Narcissist TRIGGERED You.

[8] Ibid.

[9] Ibid.

[10] Ibid.

[11] Ibid.

[12] Macaluso, Nadine. Run like Hell: A Therapist’s Guide to Recognizing, Escaping, and Healing from Trauma Bonds. (Greenleaf Book Group, 2024), 62.

[13] Brennan, Will. “Intensive Training on Narcissistic and Psychopathic Abuse | Part II.” PESI.

[14] Doctor Ramani. Why You Should STOP Saying the Narcissist TRIGGERED You.

[15] Bird, Brad, director. The Iron Giant. Warner Bros., 1999.

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The Labyrinth of Healing: What Complex Trauma Taught Me About Becoming Whole (Part 1)

Lorraine Kane — Wed, 08 Apr 2026 10:00:00 +0000

For a long time, I believed my healing would announce itself with a clear endpoint—a day when the pain would finally stop, when the hypervigilance would dissolve, when I would wake up and simply feel whole. I waited for that day for years. Decades, even.

It never came.

What came instead was something I could not have anticipated: the slow, almost imperceptible realization that healing was not a destination I was failing to reach, but a landscape I was learning to inhabit.

The Event and the Aftershocks

At twenty-six, my life was split in two by a head-on collision that killed another woman. The physical aftermath was immediate and undeniable—surgeries, rehabilitation, a body that no longer moved the way it once had. But the complex trauma that followed was quieter, more insidious. It did not announce itself with sirens. It seeped into my life like groundwater, slowly saturating everything.

I carried survivor’s guilt like a second skeleton. I became hypervigilant, my nervous system permanently calibrated to threat. My body held the memory of the crash in ways my mind could not access—chronic tension in my shoulders, a startle response that left me exhausted, a pervasive sense that safety was an illusion I could no longer afford.

And beneath all of it, a question that would not leave me: Who am I now?

The person I had been—capable, independent, a young mother with a future mapped in neat coordinates—was gone. In her place was someone defined by limitation, by what she could no longer do. I did not recognize myself in the mirror. I did not know how to introduce myself to my own life.

The Spiral, Not the Line

For years, I measured my progress by how far I thought I had come from the worst days. And for years, I felt like a failure. Because healing, I learned, is not a straight line. It is a spiral.

I would think I had moved past a particular wound, only to find myself circling back to it months or years later—but each time, from a slightly different vantage point. The grief over the loss of my former self returned again and again. The anger at the randomness of suffering resurfaced. The shame of being “broken” whispered its old lies.

What changed was not the presence of these feelings, but my relationship to them. I stopped treating them as enemies to be defeated and started seeing them as messengers. They were not evidence that I was failing at healing. They were evidence that I was in it—that the wound was deep, and that deep wounds take time.

The Body’s Intelligence

One of the most profound lessons of my journey has been learning to listen to my body.

Complex trauma does not live only in the mind. It lives in the tissue, in the nervous system, in the places where we learned to freeze, to brace, to protect. For years, I tried to think my way out of my suffering. I read books, went to therapy, prayed fervently. I treated my body like a vehicle for my mind, something to be managed while the real work happened elsewhere.

I was wrong.

Healing began when I started paying attention to sensation rather than meaning. When I noticed where my breath stopped short—usually in my chest, where fear lived. When I tracked the tension in my shoulders without immediately trying to fix it. When I learned that grounding wasn’t a metaphor but a practice—feeling my feet on the floor, my back against the chair, the simple, profound fact of being in a body that was, against all odds, still here.

My physical therapist, years ago, gave me a gift I did not recognize at the time. She taught me to stop asking what my body couldn’t do and start noticing what it was doing in any given moment. A slight shift of weight. A small release of tension. These were not failures. They were communications. They were my body’s way of saying, I am still here. I am still trying.

Read Part II of this article here.

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How Trauma Turns Us Into Controllers—and How We Finally Learn to Let Go

Dr. Mozelle Martin — Tue, 07 Apr 2026 10:00:00 +0000

People don’t become controlling because they enjoy it. They become controlling because trauma taught them that unpredictability is dangerous. When life blindsides you enough times, your nervous system starts operating like a private security detail—monitoring, predicting, assessing, and bracing for impact long before anything actually happens.

From the outside, it looks obsessive.
From the inside, it feels like the only way to survive.

Trauma-conditioned control isn’t about power–it’s about protection. It’s the instinct to hold everything in place so nothing can collapse again. And for a long time, that was my reflex, too. I micromanaged everything. I monitored every detail. I tried to outthink disaster. I believed if I could just control enough variables, nothing could hurt me.

I kept that mindset into my forties. Not because I was stubborn, but because I didn’t have any other operating system. The turning point wasn’t peaceful or pretty: it arrived as exhaustion. There eventually arrives a moment where we realize that trying to prevent every possible crisis is more draining than the crisis itself.

Letting go didn’t happen overnight. It wasn’t a spiritual revelation. It was work—slow, uneven, gritty work. Today, twenty years later, I’m not “perfect.” I’m maybe ninety-five percent there, as far as not needing to control so fiercely. But the remaining five percent doesn’t frighten me. It reminds me that healing doesn’t require perfection; it requires awareness, consistency, and self-responsibility.

This is the first truth many trauma survivors never hear:
You do not have to be a flawless human being to reclaim your peace.
You only have to stop letting your reflexes run your life.

Long-term trauma alters the brain.

It wires it toward pessimism—quiet, habitual pessimism—not because we want drama, but because our bodies learned to prepare for the worst. So a late payment feels like financial collapse. A delayed text feels like rejection. A shift in plans feels like abandonment.

It isn’t truth.
It’s trauma.

The brain catastrophizes before it thinks.
It predicts disaster before it considers fact.
Left unchallenged, that pattern blinds us to anything steady, healthy, or good.

And the cost doesn’t stop with the individual. When every conversation becomes a breakdown, a spiral, or another “my life is falling apart” report, even the most loyal people eventually step back. Not out of irritation—but out of emotional fatigue. A support system can hold you, but it cannot carry the entire weight of your unregulated nervous system.

Here is the boundary trauma survivors must learn:
Support helps.
But support cannot do the work for you.

Your mindset is your responsibility. Your regulation is your responsibility. Your reframing is your responsibility.

Reframing gets a bad reputation because people mistake it for “positive thinking.” It’s not. Reframing is trauma rehabilitation. It’s the daily practice of teaching your body that not everything is danger. It’s reminding your brain that a setback is not a collapse. It’s choosing interruptive truth over catastrophic assumption.

When the “my day is ruined” script starts rolling, the goal isn’t to suppress it. The goal is to interrupt it long enough to stop the spiral.

One of the most powerful interrupters I ever used was a simple phrase:
“Well, isn’t this interesting.”

It shifts catastrophe into observation. It pulls the mind out of victimhood and moves it into curiosity. Sometimes this phrase gives me clarity to handle the next step. Sometimes it opens the door for tears because the emotion needed to move. Either way, it breaks the spell. And that second of interruption changes everything.

There are other ways to interrupt the trauma reflex.

Ask a neutral question:
What else might be true here?
Not what else is positive—what else is true.
Name one fact:
My body is reacting to a prediction, not a reality.
Call out the distortion:
This feels catastrophic, but it’s actually inconvenience.
Or simplify the moment into the most manageable task:
What is the next right step?
Just one step–not twenty.

These small shifts are the only size a traumatized nervous system can swallow.

Big strategies overwhelm. Small strategies interrupt.

And interruption is the beginning of regulation. That’s where peace begins—not when life becomes predictable, but when we stop gripping things we were never meant to control.

Control was a survival tool we developed when the world was unsafe. But peace is a skill we develop when the world is no longer dictates our internal state. We learn to respond without bracing, to adjust without spiraling, to shift without collapsing.

Healing isn’t the absence of difficulty.
Healing is knowing you can handle difficulty without losing yourself.

And the moment we stop gripping what was never ours to hold, something remarkable happens:
Our peace finally comes back.

Sources

The Body Keeps the Score — Bessel van der Kolk, MD (Viking Press)
Trauma and Recovery — Judith Herman, MD (Basic Books)
Principles of Trauma Therapy — John Briere & Catherine Scott (SAGE Publications)
The Polyvagal Theory — Stephen W. Porges (Norton)
Emotional Intelligence and the Brain — Daniel Goleman & Richard Davidson (Bloomsbury)
Cognitive Therapy of Anxiety Disorders — David A. Clark & Aaron T. Beck (Guilford Press)
In An Unspoken Voice — Peter A. Levine, PhD (North Atlantic Books)
The Upward Spiral — Alex Korb, PhD (New Harbinger Publications)
The Neuroscience of Emotion Regulation — James J. Gross (Cambridge University Press)
Complex PTSD: From Surviving to Thriving — Pete Walker, M.A. (Azure Coyote Books)
The Dialectical Behavior Therapy Skills Workbook — McKay, Wood, & Brantley (New Harbinger Publications)
The Science of Positivity — Loretta Graziano Breuning, PhD (Adams Media)
Cognitive Behavior Therapy: Basics and Beyond — Judith S. Beck, PhD (Guilford Press)
Managing Traumatic Stress — Edna Foa, Terence Keane, & Matthew Friedman (Guilford Press)
The Feeling Brain: The Biology and Psychology of Emotions — Elizabeth Johnston & Leah Olson (Norton)

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When Emotional Distance is not Narcissism: Understanding the Quiet Adult Child

Dr. Mozelle Martin — Thu, 02 Apr 2026 10:00:00 +0000

Families living with chronic instability often divide their children into roles that were never chosen. One child reacts loudly. Another reacts quietly. The loud one becomes the identified problem. The quiet one becomes the praised anomaly. The truth is less flattering.

Trauma has a way of forcing children into positions that protect the household at their own expense. The child who vanishes into silence learns to survive by reducing their emotional footprint, and adults misread that stillness as emotional maturity.

Many parents confront the shock years later when that quiet child grows into an adult who keeps distance, offers little emotional language, and seems unreachable. The instinct is to call it narcissism. The behavior looks similar on the surface. Both narcissistic adults and avoidant adults can appear detached, self-directed, and uncomfortable with closeness.

That superficial overlap fools people into believing the causes match. They do not.

Narcissism is built on entitlement and exploitation.
Avoidant attachment is built on fear and self-protection.

Children raised in high-tension environments learn the rules fast.

Emotional expression comes with consequences.
Loudness attracts conflict.
Tears amplify chaos.
Needs create interruptions the home cannot withstand.

The child who watches this learns to eliminate their own visibility. They become well-behaved. They expect nothing. They sleep through the night because waking adults feels dangerous. They develop a quiet reflex that stays with them long after the danger is gone. This is not early maturity; it is early adaptation.

Avoidant attachment is a nervous system strategy. It trains the child to regulate alone. They resolve their own distress in silence because it feels safer than risking emotional exposure. Over time, they carry this pattern into adulthood. They communicate in short sentences. They withdraw instead of argue. They offer factual statements instead of warmth. They rarely initiate contact but respond when approached gently. Their emotional range appears narrow, but it is not absent. It is contained to avoid adding pressure to people they care about.

Narcissism carries an entirely different architecture. It depends on admiration, exploitation, and the chronic need to control others for internal regulation.

Where avoidance retreats from closeness, narcissism pulls people in.
Where avoidance fears burdening others, narcissism demands attention regardless of the cost.
A narcissistic individual punishes boundaries. An avoidant individual often respects them because clear limits remove emotional guesswork.

The outer behavior may look similar in brief interactions, but the inner motive is nothing alike.

Parents who assume they “created a narcissist” often carry guilt they never deserved. They did not raise a self-centered adult. They raised a child who learned that invisibility kept the peace. Trauma work shows this pattern repeatedly.

The quiet child grows into an adult who avoids conflict by reducing emotional presence whether in person, on the phone, or through email and text. Their distance is not a sign of superiority. It is a residue of early hypervigilance. They learned that anything loud enough to be noticed could escalate into something dangerous.

Understanding this difference can change the entire trajectory of a strained parent–child relationship. When the parent stops treating the adult child like a narcissistic threat, the parent becomes calmer, clearer, and more consistent. Avoidant individuals do not respond to emotional pushing. They respond to steadiness. They warm slowly, without theatrics. Their contact comes in small, reliable increments. They will not chase connection, but they do not reject it when it arrives safely.

The danger of mislabeling avoidance as narcissism is simple.

Narcissism requires firm distance and self-protection.
Avoidance requires patient presence from someone who does not demand emotional performance.

Mixing the two leads to unnecessary cutoffs and reinforces the child’s belief that closeness is unsafe. Many parents discover that the adult child, once seen as cold, is actually careful, and that their emotional restraint comes from survival experience rather than a personality disorder.

The quiet child was not narcissistic. They were trained by circumstance to reduce the weight they placed on the household. Their emotional distance in adulthood is the same survival method, just dressed in grown-up clothing. When approached through a trauma-accurate lens, that distance becomes understandable. From there, connection is possible, not through force, but through steady, low-pressure contact that does not activate old reflexes.

Trauma reorganizes the behavior of children who never had the chance to be anything other than adaptive. The quiet ones internalized everything to protect everyone. They carried that lesson into adulthood because no one told their nervous system it was safe to let it go. Recognizing the distinction between emotional avoidance and narcissism is not an act of forgiveness. It is an act of accuracy.

And accuracy, in trauma work, is what makes healing possible.

References:

Bruce D. Perry (Note: Often paired with Baylin, but you didn’t list him here. Including in case you meant Hughes & Baylin’s co-authored work with Perry. If not, ignore.)

Daniel A. Hughes — clinical psychologist known for Dyadic Developmental Psychotherapy and attachment trauma work.

Jon G. Baylin — neuropsychologist specializing in trauma, attachment, and brain-based parenting interventions; co-author with Hughes.

Bessel A. van der Kolk — psychiatrist and trauma researcher; author of The Body Keeps the Score.

Stephen W. Porges — neuroscientist; creator of the Polyvagal Theory and researcher in autonomic regulation and trauma.

Daniel J. Siegel — psychiatrist; pioneer in interpersonal neurobiology, trauma-informed development, and attachment research.

Journal of Traumatic Stress

Development and Psychopathology

Nature Communications (structural brain change study)

American Journal of Psychiatry

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Dr. Mozelle Martin