How do I not repeat the mistakes of my parents?
One of the most common questions I get is, “Rachel, how do I not repeat the mistakes of my parents?”
My first answer is always, “Well, you are already breaking old patterns just by asking that question and being curious about what you can do differently. We can build on that!” Parenting, while also navigating PTSD and other trauma symptoms, can sometimes overshadow the joy, love, and growth that comes with parenthood. There are unique challenges. Yet, despite the obstacles, many individuals with PTSD navigate parenthood with grace, resilience, and unwavering love.
Understanding PTSD is crucial in comprehending its effects on parenting. PTSD can manifest in a myriad of ways, such as intrusive memories, hypervigilance, avoidance behaviors, and mood swings. These symptoms can significantly influence a parent’s ability to connect with their children, manage stress, and maintain a sense of stability within the family dynamic.
One of the most significant challenges parents with PTSD face is managing triggers
One of the most significant challenges parents with PTSD face is managing triggers. Triggers are stimuli that evoke memories or emotions related to the traumatic event. For a parent with PTSD, triggers can arise unexpectedly, sometimes during routine interactions with their children. These triggers may lead to emotional distress, anxiety, or even dissociation, making it challenging to provide consistent and nurturing care to their children.
Furthermore, parenting with PTSD often involves navigating feelings of guilt and shame. Parents may feel guilty for being unable to fully engage with their children or for displaying symptoms of PTSD in front of them. They may also experience shame for not living up to societal standards of what constitutes “good” parenting. It’s essential for parents with PTSD to recognize that their condition does not diminish their worth as parents. Seeking support and practicing self-compassion are crucial steps in overcoming feelings of guilt and shame.
Building a support network is paramount for parents with PTSD. Whether it’s through coaching, support groups, or trusted friends and family members, having a support system can provide validation, empathy, and practical assistance.
Communication is another key aspect of parenting with PTSD. Being open and honest with their children about their condition in an age-appropriate manner can foster understanding and empathy within the family. Moreover, establishing clear boundaries and routines can help create a sense of safety and predictability for both the parent and the child.
Self-care is not selfish; it’s essential for parents with PTSD. Engaging in activities that promote relaxation, such as mindfulness, exercise, or creative expression, can help alleviate stress and improve overall well-being. Prioritizing self-care allows parents to recharge and better meet the demands of parenting.
Despite the challenges, parenting with PTSD can also be a source of strength and growth. Many parents find that their experiences with PTSD instill them with empathy, resilience, and a deeper appreciation for the present moment. By embracing their journey and seeking support when needed, parents with PTSD can create loving and nurturing environments where their children can thrive.
To pattern breaking!
P.S. If you’re ready to take the next step in healing from abuse and would like to explore enrolling in the Beyond Surviving program, start by applying for a Discover Your Genuine Self session.
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Wow… you managed to capture and express my feelings much more than I could ever do.
I cried after reading your first paragraph, it was the validation I needed to hear from someone who understands C-PTSD. I am parenting with resilience, grace and love, I just don’t feel it when the trauma is vibrating through my body and I feel like I have a cloud over my head. My children are thriving, it’s own abusive childhood that been resurrected since I walked out on their dad in lockdown after years of emotional abusive. Then the work started when I questioned how did I manage my to stay so long and not recognise it as abuse? It’s because I’d grown up in domestic violent home. It’s no wonder I grew up to be a teacher when school was my only safe space as a child. So technically I made it out of poverty and got away from my mum’s boyfriend only to end up with the same Jackel and Hyde character. But I have grown so much in the last two years and on good days I know I was built for this single parent role and I have worked very hard to give them a home that I never had. We have become a team and they do give me space when I need to breathe. But thank you for this piece of writing, reminded me that we are worriers who fight daily battles to keep on keeping on with daily life!!
Hi Angela – Thank you so much for sharing your heartfelt response to my article. I’m deeply moved to hear that my words resonated with you on such a personal level. Your journey through C-PTSD and single parenting is incredibly inspiring, and I admire your strength and resilience in creating a loving and nurturing environment for your children despite the challenges you’ve faced.
It’s clear from your words that you’ve confronted and processed so much over the past years, and your determination to break the cycle of abuse is truly commendable. Your children are fortunate to have such a dedicated and courageous parent guiding them.
If there’s anything more I can do to support you on your journey, please don’t hesitate to reach out. Keep fighting the good fight, and remember to be kind to yourself along the way.
Feel free to check out some further resources here: http://www.rachelgrantcoaching.com/resources/parents